The demands upon me with respect to my job for the next couple of months are pretty extreme. This means I’m at a point of being stressed out that I’m trying to offload anything and everything I can in my life.
I’m pushing back on my boss massively, but there’s an audit and all of the work I’m doing is necessary for the audit…so, I don’t have much room try to renegotiate anything…and he has even less resources than he did previously. We’ve managed to rearrange a couple of things too…but it really just evens out the high level of stress through April. At least it’ll be a constant.
So, something’s gotta give. And that usually means everything else in my life…
My FD stuff is already suffering, administratively as well as operationally. I haven’t ridden since before Christmas…and I am probably at least a month behind on the training stuff I need to be doing. I’ve lost count of the emails I need to write for this as well.
My apartment is a mess…and I’m moving in 2 weeks. And I feel so bad for the hours I work and being away from my pup soooo much. Thankfully, she really is great and handles it very well. Occasionally the question pops up about if I should give her up to someone who has more time, but then I realize how happy she is with me and that she is definitely my girl.
I have to work this Saturday night from 10pm until 6am…and then I’m supposed to go run sound at church. That will put me on a 4 week rotation at church for doing that…which will coincide with another Saturday night that I’ll be working yet again.
holy crap. I’m moving in 2 weeks.
